Coming Home

It has been over a year (!) since I've last written here....so much has happened that I don't know where to begin. Long and short story: I started using again, and found myself in some hot water with the authorities. Thanks to a drunken fight with my girlfriend, I ended up as a guest of the state for five months.
So, here I am, trying to pick up the pieces of a shattered life once again. It is SOOO difficult..but I am determined to succeed, no matter what. I'm fighting some serious self-esteem issues right now; and I'm still in a pickle relationship-wise. I have no job, though I've been looking very hard. My past is haunting me in my job search. Something will come up, though. I just have to be patient. It's so easy to say, "screw it", and throw in the towel. But the consequences aren't worth it, frankly.
I plan to continue this blog once again. I'll write again soon. Till next time....